Many people, and sometimes I'm one of those people, wonder why they don't have all the things that they want and need. To those people, and to myself, I say, "You have not because you ask not." This Universe in which we live is an abundant Universe. If you don't believe me, I challenge you to count the blades of grass in your front yard, the leaves on the tree across the street, or the stars in the sky. Everywhere you look in nature, abundance abounds.
I used to wonder how flowers knew when to bloom in spring and how threes know when to bud, Then I realized that they are in harmony with nature and when conditions are right, bam, the blooming and the budding begins.
When the conditions are right in your life, you too will "bloom." "What are the conditions necessary for your growth?" you ask. When you clearly picture what you want in your life, immerse your Self in the feelings that you will feel when you reach your desired goal, stay consistent in this practice, and have faith the size of a mustard seed, you will reach your goal...it is law!
Oh, by the way, you must feel worthy of receiving the abundance. Because of the power of Grace, you are indeed worthy. After all, YOU ARE ENOUGH!
P.S. - You still have to take the first step. What are you waiting for?